Letter from one of the
Faithful on the Threat of Losing our Church
As one of the members of the Faithful associated with the Sons of the Most Holy
Redeemer, I would like to record some of my experiences surrounding the media
reports and Apostolic Visitation.
We have watched in stunned awe as our Priests and our
community have been attacked in a truly brutal and merciless way - and we still
have not been informed of what the accusations are, nor have we received any
confirmations of guilt.
Throughout the entire ordeal, beginning with the myriad of media reports which were littered with incorrect details and unproven accusations, right through the troubling and agonising Apostolic Visitation, we have listened to our priests speak from the depths of their pain, of forgiveness for our enemies and prayer for our persecutors.
During the Apostolic Visitation involving the retired Bishop
of Toowoomba, many of us attempted to put forth our stories and holy
experiences of the Oratory, to completely uninterested ears. There was a
feeling that we were only being allowed to have meetings with the Bishop as
some sort of formality, his mind already having been made up before even
meeting with us.
Something is very wrong here. Completely innocent and uninvolved people, like the Brothers of the Oratory and the Daughters of the Most Holy Redeemer, have been audaciously asked to leave their homes FOR NO REASON! The innocent are being punished right along with those who are thought (but unproven) to be guilty. This is injustice after injustice.
"We do not simply go to the Latin Mass -
The Latin Mass is who we are."
Our hearts have been broken with the threat that we might
lose our church. We do not simply go to the Latin Mass - the Latin Mass is WHO
WE ARE. It is so dear to us because it is deeply entrenched in our hearts and
souls. The threat of it being taken away from us has caused so much pain and
stress that it is indescribable.
One might ask, why is the Kaiapoi Latin Mass not an
acceptable alternative? How can one single Mass replace all we have at the
Oratory? The nine weekly Masses, the catechesis of children, the traditional
pre-marriage preparation, the like -minded community... The Oratory has not
simply provided for us one Mass per week. It has given us a rich, full and
complete life of faith, generously available to us at all times during the week
and has even spilt over to times outside of Mass, where priests have ministered
to us through the blessing of homes and land.
How very blessed our children have been to be able to
receive the correct formation and example at the Oratory, to have the privilege
of sitting in a quiet and holy environment for Mass, to learn that receiving
Our Lord on the tongue is the only acceptable way, to be part of the richness
of Tradition and teachings of the Saints.
And how blessed we have been as adults to be able to assist
at Holy Mass without the fear of watching Our Lord being assaulted and abused
in a myriad of ways, the worst being to be touched by the un-consecrated hands
of the laity and possibly being stepped on as particles of the Sacred Host fall
carelessly to the ground. How joyful it has been to feel the sacred silence in
our church, instead of noisy chatter of adults and busy clattering and clambering
of children who are not taught to sit in quiet reverence during Mass.
What a joy it has been to have priests who are gently and confidently in charge of the spiritual formation of their Faithful, ready to direct them and minister to them the correct way, instead of priests (however dear they are) who have been fooled into thinking that catering to the whims of their people is the way to keep them happy.
"... to sit inside that sacred church..."
How edifying it has been to sit inside that sacred church and soak in the presence of God, to watch young teenagers enter the church after Mass of their own accord in order to venerate holy images, to see little children come in with permission from their parents to kneel down before statues of Our Lady and the Saints and whisper their pure and innocent little prayers and requests to heaven. I have adored Our Lord in front of the Blessed Sacrament in many Catholic churches but I have never seen behaviour like this in any of them.
At the Oratory, we are all people who have been to other
Catholic churches in the past and we are acutely aware of the stark difference
between them and the Oratory. Why is this Diocese and others around the world,
closing down and selling churches? Why are the churches emptying? Why are the
youth not interested in going to Mass? And why is the Oratory and other
authentic Latin Mass churches, overflowing with eager people - especially youth
- who are falling in love with their God, their faith and with Tradition, Truth
and Beauty? It truly does speak for itself. But all of this begs the question -
why would anyone want to eclipse that beauty and shut it down?
How can one Kaiapoi Mass replace this beautiful world of the
Oratory which we have been privileged to be a part of? It doesn't come remotely
close to being able to replace it. And why should it? This is still the
question on all of our minds. Why should our priests and entire religious
community be asked to leave Christchurch? What on earth is this gargantuan
crime they have committed which would warrant such an extreme punishment or
banishment? Why should we not be allowed to be part of our beautiful church any
longer? Why should our children not be able to grow up in this environment of
purity, beauty, tradition and serenity with complete lack of scandal or
interference in their innocence? Why?
It is no secret that there is an attempt to suppress the
Latin Mass world- wide. What a tragedy and a travesty and a complete attack on
what is true, good and beautiful. Those who are a part of it are embroiled in
one of the greatest lies to ever have been propagated within humanity.
Let it be said publicly and openly - our hearts have been
broken. I have watched my adult children cry tears of grief so pained, and I
have joined them in their grief. I really can't think of many things that would
be worse than losing our church. The levels of stress caused to many families
has been severe. We have been shamed in public along with our priests. But that
humiliation is nothing compared to the threat of losing our church.
One of the faithful.
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